It’s a sucker - a sucker of confidence that is.
I never saw it coming - never did. But it came - it's like it slapped me with a heavy palm. It happened - and it did tonight.
The convergence of misfits and errors really chillingly shivered me.
The technical didn't work the way it should supposed to back me up, the sheer exhaustion, the "no sleep at all" the night before - which I didn't intend to happen. Adding up to the injury is the unexpected nerve which really took me by surprise. Plus the timing of the talk. All these factors contributed to the down-dropping of my confidence.