I never realized that it’s six days before Christmas. I’ve been drowned with work deadlines and important stuff that my personal countdown has been shy-out by it.
I haven’t even bought any Christmas presents yet. Not even thinking of what to cook comes Christmas Eve.
I’d like to set my mood to be jolly and so homesickness won’t force an entry in my system. But suddenly, I realized that I’m like not feeling the vibe of Christmas.
Is it because of my location? Is it because I can’t see any signs and symbols that would make me remember that it’s Christmas season already? Even I can’t find a plausible explanation about it.
Tongue-tied that I just find myself de-energize prepping-up for the season.
One thing I hate in December is about the bulk of work loading up in my office station. It is year-end which means the word “busy” is keeping an eye on me.
Why am I feeling a bit blue when in fact I should be in a state of euphoria or ecstasy now? Is it the distance that hampers me to truly feel the season?
Whatever it is I am feeling now, I don’t even know. It’s like I’m floating in the air with nothing in my mind..